So the economy has caught up to me I now have more time on my hands than i would like (which means I'm not making enough money )


which is why im blogging right now i guess


I have had some time to think as well my life mostly numbers politics and my son Loki


It seems i have become so political and more about logic and ethics


when i was younger i was about emotions and doing any thing to fit it never did that very good lol


it just seems like i changed just enough


then again having a kid changed every thing





but you notice how the world works on a more fine tune than before.



im already looking at stuff like how the schools are run (which right
now scares me ) what really scares me is just how stupid the world has
gotten or maybe the world has always been this way im just now seeing
it. I hope that the case cause if it is then will live on just fine
although I think we need a space program again but then again we need
to figure out how to solve the radiation first.





Its hard
some time to let people be when you disagree with there life choices I
know that but when you know something wrong is being done even though
every one around you is doing it or agree with it do something about it
danm it. I for one right now live in a kind of a small town. what i
mean by kind of is that its small but not in the middle of no where.
city hall decided last year to have the election booths at the largest
church in town. which was not just in violation of the constitution
but just ethically wrong


now before you hang me let me explain



number one: it was putting the church in danger it is against the law
for a church or any nonprofit organization to get involved with
politicking (politicking is the actual voting) if they do the IRS takes
away there tax exempts which would be a door closer for most non-mega
churches


number two: religion should never be a motive or a tool to
decide a person vote having the voting booths in a religious building
and i do mean any religious building would greatly affect a persons
voting decisions because every one knows humans are always effected by
there surroundings


the last straw for me was the fact that the
town (at least according the city records) always had it at the city
hall or the high school and it was schedule to do it again at the
school but was changed all of a sudden to a church... i think that they were
counting on reason number two





so i brought this up to city
hall had to leave a message and every thing I called sent letters and
even sent my research on the matter did not hear from nobody.


the
last letter I said i fear that my letters are not getting into the
hands of the right people and will soon deliver the letters the
corrects representative. like i said its a small town i knew who was in
charge.


they actually had a security officer waiting for me at the
entrance and he even called me over by name. basically he already new
who i was.


i chickened out and gave him the letter


two days
after the election i get a phone call apologizing for the late reply
and thanking me bringing this to their attention and letting me know
that the mistake will not be made twice...





what the big wigs
didnt know was that i am apart of a watch dog group called Americans
United [link] that make sure that the gov stays out of
religion and religion stays out of the government both national and locally.





AU offered to back me up before i decided to had deliver that letter.


in other words sue the city. now its not the kind of suit that i would
have made money off of its the kind that forces the defendant to take
some kind of action.





but i didn't want to endanger my family and I do mean danger ill explain in a moment





so i told them so and they horned my wishes they were a little upset
because this is the very thing that they do and take care of but it was
my call





now i wish i went through with it bc word got out and now im the town
atheist we are getting bricks through the window pies on the car i got
one threatening email (which as i found out is illegal; while a hand
made one is not which once again is stupid; a person E-MAILING a threat
letter is not as major as one actually made)

and every church in town emailing me letting me know they are praying
for me and forgive me ... now that i think about it how the hell did
they get my email.



wow i have gone on and on ok im tired ganna go now